Journal Entry: Thu Dec 27, 2012, 3:57 AM
So... Yeah... Wow...
I'm sorry I haven't been online at all recently. It's been a tough few months for me. As well as dealing with the depression that has been near constant for years I have also been dealing with pressure to move back home after a death in the family.
Understandable? Maybe - but the death in question wasn't one that would actually affect my family, it's just that my mother has no ability to handle things out of her control and feels the need to cling to everything and everyone she can to keep her from having to actually deal with it. I can't up sticks and run back to a completely diferent country just to be a crutch. Heartless I know - but there is a reason I decided to go abroad to study and curriculum wasn't all of it.
On top of this I have been really really ill. It was a combination of things - a cocktail that I never want to experience again and hope any of you never do. I could not work for several weeks and only worked half-time for the time I did. So now I'm skint, depressed and still ill. Go existence!!!! (sarcasm)
If you favourited something of mine recently forgive me for not sending a thank you, but I've been away for waaaaay too long and it would take me bloody forever to get through every single one and get me blocked from commenting thrice over. So I apologise and want you to know that I did see your notification and thank you.
Listening to: Alice: Madness Returns
Drinking: chocolate milk